I tried, but I’m tired.
[emotional post ahead]
The past term in college has drained me physically, mentally and emotionally. Oh the countless tears I shed for acads, thesis, plus org. Beh alam kong iyakin ako pero nasagad ako this term ha. Dumating ako sa point na I just wanted to disconnect from everybody and just leave everything. Pero syempre hindi pwede. Pagod, pero pinilit kayanin. At the end of it all, I know I gave my best and put my heart in everything that I did. It may have not been good enough, but I did my best. It was a season of hardships, and of many learning experiences.
Drained but still God’s word will keep me going, “Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” (Matthew 11:28)
When it came to the point na susuko na ako, I was reminded na hindi ko naman to kailangan gawin mag isa, cause in fact hindi ko kaya. Si Lord ang bahala ☝️
Thank you to my family and friends, I know that I have been extra moody lately but thank for keeping up with me. You guys are the reason why I am standing and fighting. You know who you are at mahal na mahal ko kayo.
PAGOD PERO KEKEMBOT MGA MUMSH!